19 May A girl meets herself
She was born under what it’s called the “Gibbous Moon”, just a day before the full moon, meaning she would, in this incarnation, integrate all previous lives lessons so she could adjust her current goals and life path accordingly to her soul desires.
She was a visionary girl. Sometimes she dreamt about things that would happen later on, or other times she would have a recall of something she’d already knew or seen before, even though it was all new to her. Off and on she could feel presences and see spirits. She came to this life with these abilities. She didn’t like to be around kids of her age, she sensed she was too much for them to handle. She felt she couldn’t be truly herself, she couldn’t shine her light. So she decided to hide it. She felt she was not seen nor understood. She couldn’t control her power and she didn’t master it at all. Often she felt alone, but she also appreciated to be on her own. It was needed to recharge to then face existence, the outer world where she was very aware she didn’t belong most of the time.
Since she was walking the thin line which separated the reality everyone seemed to only see along with the other invisible and furthermore unknown reality, she couldn’t grasp yet the meaning of all. Why she had to feel so much? Why she had to wonder exceedingly when everyone else’s struck as they didn’t even noticed half of what was going on? She was aligned and she didn’t even realized it yet. However, her immaturity, typical of her age, made things a little harder. At her time, no one was educated about the spiritual realm. There was an opening on the subject, but still very carefully molded. People were afraid and not sure of how it could fit into their way of living and perceiving existence.
She had to find out about it by her own means. She learnt to have confidence in her. She started to trust her guts, to listen to her higher guides messages, to interpreter dreams, to notice synchronicities, the decipher signs and to perceive the changes of energies currents around her or in others. Sometimes it all changed in blink of an eye and she could see the patterns of the energies shifting to another direction. She could see the colors and different geometrical shape the energies would form.
In the meantime life was throwing her curved balls. It was hard to be so hypersensitive and deal with all of it in both dimensions.
She had a hard time explaining herself to others, especially when it came down to her feelings. She couldn’t find the words. Not because she didn’t received a proper school education, actually she excelled in literature. But because the words arose only when she could write them down. Like a river, her thoughts then would flow and materialize in a beautiful rounded calligraphy. It was her way of channeling all of the information she would receive so she could figured out this illogical world of ours, into the logical mind of ours.
Writing became her manner to filter through the words what she was perceiving.
Her pretty sad angel face together with her natural blond highlights hair matched her honey/greenish eyes. Her skin tone was pale living in the city, but by the Sea she would just radiate back the sun light in a luminous being. As the well known Italian poet Giuseppe Ungaretti once wrote “M’illumino d’immenso”, she would shine light and echo immensity at the same time.
It seemed she had a profound connection with the Ocean, where she was born.
It was imprinted in her mind, since the beginning of her life, as a memory of something she had knew before time, she had a mission to accomplish on this Earth. Growing up, she undesrtood she was on a path of self discovery, accessing ancient wisdom that was always been available to her, clearing karmic patterns and repeating cycles once for all.
She began to remember and have insights of previous lives.
She started to dance with the flow of essence and to listen the whispers of the many mysteries we are surrounded by, trusting herself and no one else.
She was awakening. And that was her destiny unfolding for her, recovering all fragmented parts of her soul. A life force within was finally activated, a realignment of both polarities, the Divine Feminine together with the Divine Masculine archetype of herself began cooperating so she could recreate with purpose what she came to do.
She was at peace with whom she was, finally accepting herself and her higher blue print.
You define your life, do not give this power away. You are the writer of your story.
Embracing yourself is magical and full of surprises.
The true soul self is alive and wishes to guide us to our highest aim. However you choose to tap into it, call yourself in. And see the alchemy materialize in your reality.
Playing small is not a part of it anymore. Don’t let yourself bullshit yourself. Owning our gifts it’s our responsibility. So let’s step into it.
Love&Light
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