30 May Would you change anything?
Would you change anything that has happened to you?
Let’s be honest, we all have hidden skeletons in the closet. Maybe we all would go back, if we could, to re live it and act differently. But would you really want to re live everything already knowing the script and the outcome? Wouldn’t be boring? Or maybe too painful?
Come to think about it I would not want to.
Of course I would have done things differently now, with my current knowledge and maturity. Actually the whole point of life is to learn and try and while your are walking down the path, discover what you are meant to heal, process, release. That’s the beauty of it. Don’t take me wrong, there are heavy experiences which all of us wouldn’t wanted to have in the fist place. But who would you be now if it would experienced it completely different?
I have learnt with time that my deepest scars, I’m talking about the ones which bled for so long, eventually became soft parts of my soul to take care with more attention, to remind me where I lost myself and then found myself again. It’s my road map of growth, tattooed energetically in my field. It doesn’t mean you have to carry it always with you. Once you consciously decide it, start observing where these little puzzle pieces take you. And you will see the unconscious mind of yours in action doing wanders to take you back to the same blockage or pattern if it’s not been taken under healthy care and released.
Those scars, tell you a story, your story. Everyone has a story to tell, a purpose to fulfill here on Mother Earth. We all came to learn and clear all that is retaining us to be the light being we all are. And since nature doesn’t distinguish from what’s good or bad, all experiences we have are part of this master plan of personal enlightenment. Not necessarily enlightenment must be seen as the Buddha’s or many of others prophets we have had in our human history. To be living in peace, in lovely harmony and by being respectful with our selves, the surrounding we live in and others, it would be already a big step ahead. New Earth is happening now. We do need to adjust to this new frequency.
Because the human condition, our mind, likes to rewind and revisit all the memories we have forge during this lifetime, we tend to go back to old programing which our ego feel it is safer for our own survival. But we can’t go on anymore with auto pilot.
Our brain doesn’t even know the difference from a past memory or a dream or the present. It just simply play the movie for us. But are you aware of it? How do we find a way to work with ourself in order to be beneficial? We anchor ourself in the present moment by focusing on breathing and allow ourselves to feel whatever it’s happening. That’s why we all love movies and series so much, we live the moments we see and recognize it as our own, connecting it to previous experiences. We connect to the narrative with the imagination.
Trust me when I say I do know when you are in emotionally pain, it’s hard to just be like “Oh well it’s just a lesson and all good”.
If we teach to ourself how to react and how to detach to the outcome, it does really take aways the stress and by doing so, you feel lighter. You see it from another angle, with more meaning to it.
Faith in yourself, in the Universe, will move mountains. We just have to be paciente and be open to see the bigger picture ahead of us, trusting we did our best with all we knew at that moment. Being aware that all shall pass and every instant we live it’s already in the past, there will be no more other moments like that one.
I wouldn’t change a thing, I am here now, proud of my scars, of my choices, of my mistakes, for all the love received and given. No matter what.
I wouldn’t be at this stage of my life, with the acquired knowledge I have if it all had been different. We all are perfectly imperfect trying to figure out something that is much bigger than our human mind. Our heart is the pilot of this vessel we have been given, our body. Paying attention to how we feel, will help us and lead us to find whatever answer we need. Having faith in the process is required. With confidence I assure you we all are in the midst of awakening and we are never alone.
I found my connection within by exploring and getting in touch with my internal world. As I was navigating my inner self layers, the discovery I made was a treasure.
As I think about my journey, I relate a lot with the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. A beautiful and revealing novel about the symbol of life, the quest of finding your way back to you. Give yourself the time to understand the underlying meaning of your path.
With love and acceptance we shall be creating the future we aim.
And one day, looking back, we all will be smiling and feeling thankful for all that it once was. Wisdom comes with experience, there is no other way.
With love,
Carolina
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